raw meat.

i'm very faded black and white at the beginning of this year. this isn't what i was expecting. my emulsion is washing away.

it seems all i'm seeing are a lot of desperate moms with sick CFer children gagging for a "cure", ill crohnies who are scared their meds will stop working, and another semester of avoidance.
i think i need to see some positivity beyond myself, because it's all very well for myself to be well.... it's hard to see other people suffering so much.
i frequent and write to moms and other CFers/crohnies on other boards because i sometimes have a piece of otherwise useless knowledge which might make their lives easier.

what kinds of new year's resolution (coming from someone who doesn't believe in them), consists of hoping things don't get worse?