dog fog.

what might happen if i can't take my TOBI, once?

i know the whole point is uniformity, but if i have that stink near me, i'm going to start puking. i normally would just cope and deal with it (when i took it for the first time, it took three times as long because i didn't have a PARI mask, and i was literally vomiting into my mask with determination), but i don't think i can deal tonight. i've been sick all day and i can't do it right now. if i take the TOBI, i can't take the rest of my pills because i'll be busy puking... which means i won't be able to sleep at all, since i won't be able to keep anything down.

just... fuck. i have to choose my evils, obviously.

videos on abandoned pet dogs protecting each other, in shock (forced to be abandoned because of the tsunami) did not help today. i need to remove some people from my list, or remove them permanently from my newsfeed. i've seen only two videos of Japan, and it's more than enough... particularly in this delicate state of mood.

everyone was staring at me when i went out today. mum said i look chalky. you know what that means. O.o

i feel like a chalkboard.