tedium.

i'm sitting here, trying to remember what i had typed in this box and thought i had saved.

it wasn't important, really. just me trying to demonstrate tedium. (it's easier to focus on the tedium. you can find things to do while waiting).

let's see... i just finished my late night inhalation. i just got my pills down, and i think they're going to stay there. (they do, usually. you just never know).

my nails are perfect. (how dull). the inhalations are time-consuming, so i take the time to file my nails, check the polish, replace what is chipped, and apply hardener. it passes the time when i've checked everything twice on the net.
i liked my nails ragged and short. at least, it showed that my hands were being used. my mum has always raved about my hands and nails, since they're beautiful, she says. they remind her of her dad's hands. (they have the same shape of nails and shape of hands). except, of course, his were harder and coarser, since he perpetually used them.
i was missing my nan last night. lots.
on occasion, i try to look at the empty place my dog Louis left when he was murdered by nature. i can't look there for long. all i see are claws in blood-splattered leaves.
there was so little left.
in general, i'm missing people.

i'm meeting up with the Muggles and the Magic Man tomorrow. it's a birthday party dinner for the Magic Man, and i've made the after-dinner treats. (i'll pass on what i've made tomorrow. you never know if he's reading!) it was fun to think up and make. i hope he likes it. :-)
more posts tomorrow, maybe.